i felt like an UGLY BITCH WHO SEEKING FOR PEOPLE LOVE !!

Maybe I was stupid for Falling in Love with yu...Maybe I was so stupid for taking care alot bout yu,Maybe i was stupid for putting alot of hopes on yu..maybe I am !!

I don't know why,I let all this happen to me??whyy??Now I'm getting sad,I cried,I mad with everybody b/c of yu..but I don't blame yu..I blame myself cause I was stupid enough for falling in love with yu.If I don't fall in love with yu..things will never be like this.Maybe I was born to be Forever Alone..and I guess I just not suits yu..yu're handsome and cute and everything that girl ever wanted..YU ARE SO PERFECT !! But me just a typical girl that falling for such a guy??!! I'm not perfect at all..I know that I'm not beautiful.I know that I'm fat..whose gonna love me??even my mom always getting mad at me !! NO ONE gonna love me ..i felt like an UGLY BITCH WHO SEEKING FOR PEOPLE LOVE !!

❦ Be Your Everything ❤

This song I dedicated to yu Daniel only yu,I know its just a lyrics..but if yu read every single words of this lyrics..maybe yu might know what I'm trying to say :')

Four Letter wordBut I don't have the guts to say itSmile till' it hurtsLet's not make it complicatedWe've got a storyBut I'm about to change the ending   You're perfect for meYou're more than just a friendSo we can just stop pretending now
Gotta let you know somehowI'll be your shelterI'll be your stormI'll make you shiverI'll keep you warmWhatever weatherBaby I'm yoursBe your forever, be your flingBaby I will be your everything
Baby IBaby I willBaby I will be your everything  We used to say That we would always stick togetherBut who's to sayThat we could never last forever  Boy,got a questionCould you see yourself with somebody else? 'Cause I'm on a missionAnd I don't wanna shareI want you all to myself right nowAnd I just wanna scream it out  I'll be your shelter I'll be your stormI'll make you shiverI'll keep you warmWhatever weatherBaby I'm yoursBe your forever, be your flingBaby I will be your everything
Baby IBaby I willBaby I will be your everything
No matter what you doI'll be there for youAnd every time you close your eyesI will be by your side'Cause every time you make me singBaby I will be your everything  I'll be your shelterI'll be your stormI'll make you shiverI'll keep you warmWhatever weatherBaby I'm yours  Be your forever, be your flingBaby I will be your everythingBaby IBaby I willBaby I will be your everything  **actually i kept this song inside me for so long..i just need the right time to tell yu about this :') and now this is it !!

❥Daniel Decker a.k.a DD ღ

Hey peeps..whats up ?? :D No recent posts lately aight?? No stories though :/ *sigh*
Right now I'm gonna tell yu guys about one of my bestie that i really love :)

Well i met this guy name Daniel Decker at facebook.My first expression bout him is "Arrogant" i though he was snobby..but then i tried to talk to him..and yeah i was wrong,he is very friendly and more than i ever imagine.He is so kind.So i tell him that i want to be his friend..and he say yeah.Talk,talk and talk and i even share my secrets with him..about my ex-boyfriends,my friends,family.He's a good listener and a good advisor too :) whenever i talked to him,ill feel extremly nice...and then i started to love him as my BESTFRIEND..F.Y.I i never had any guy bestfriend..i do friends with some guys but none of them can understand me just like DD did.Ouhhh DD..before i forget DD is his nickname..and i used to call him with that 2 letter words sometimes..lol..

 Back to the story.

Whenever i feel sad,i always wanted him to be with me..i always wanted him to hug me like a bestfriend always do..*sigh* i wish that we live in the same place,so we can go out 2gether,hang 2gether..and do everything 2gether just like 'BESTFRIENDS' always did..i always wanted all that in my life but still dont get it.But since he started to be a Fashion Designer/Writer i dont always talk to him :'( He's busy with his works and i busy with  my school..and then i started to feel like im losing him day by day :( however i still talked to him but not as always ..:'(

TO BE HONEST DANIEL !!
I want to turn back time when we had our first conversations..i want to talk with yu like we always did before..and i want yu to be there for me whenever i need yu ..but i know i could never get all that .
NEVER !! *tears* and my love for yu as my buddy are never changed..it just the same..

and i NEVER REGRET MEETING YOU,but i FEEL SO GLAD MEETING YOU !! IT WAS NICE TO MEET A PERSON THAT HAD SUCH A SWEET HEART.

I DONT WANT TO LOSE YU ,NEVER EVER EVER !! xx and I LOVE YU SO MUCHH !! MUCH THAT YU NEVER THOUGHT !!