an aBoRtIon :(

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few
weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is Angel and i'm a girl,
and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I
will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me
your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It
doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I
do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I
don’t like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t
know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want
us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?

You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do
that when you’re awake, any more?

I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going
somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.

…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say
you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy. ♥


Every abortion is just…


One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak

SAVE THE GIRL CHILD
FEMALE FOETICIDE IS A "CRIME"

I'm Not StronG EnOugh!!!

Heyyy Peeps (: hmmm so lets start this..lots of pple having a happy life with their family..but not me..im having a worse family everrr!!sometimes i feel like wnt to get out frm this mess..but i cnt!!i wish i had someone tht can understand me...not all who really feel wht i feel..who really understand whts my situation is..except my big sister :) and thx God bcz i have her by my side whether happiness or sadness :) she always make me feel strong enough to fight for this life!!But seriously its hard!!i never feel like this when my dad still alive..hmmm i wish my dad was still alive :'(.."papa i really miss u"i just dunno wht had happend to my family since my daddy past away like almost 3 years :(..n i have to take care my lil bro n lil sis...its not easy like wht other ppl see..try to sit at my position n tell me how do u feel??and how does it hurt when somebody mistake and we the one who be blamed on???but wht can i do.ive been crying for this!!!but no one  seems to understand me!!HMMMM .STRONG OR NOT I HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THIS LIFE!!!

SeRiOusLy..U such a Damn FCKING COPYCAT!!!!!

Hey gal!idk wht the HELL's wrong with u????huh?!urghhh i feel like i dnt wnt to tell u my secret anymore,my stuff n all the things tht i do..since ik tht u started to be a such a hell COPYCAT!!!cn u stp it...???u got ur own words ryte so plz use it..n dnt take mine...!!!n dnt be like a shit idiot!!!actually i dnt like to give u my dirty words..but its been awhile ive been patient with ur attitude!!!n i cnt stand for it anymore!!!!!urghhhh i dnt give a damn on u sista!!SOO PEOPLE PLZ DNT GIVE A SHIT ON FB IF NOT SATISFIED MEET ME<SET TIME N PLACE WE FTF!!!I HOPE U GUYS UNDERSTAND!!!!

Go AheAd N SaY WhAt U wAnT To SaY!!

Wassup GeeKs!!LOL..well now idk how to START ok lets begin..lately i guess...it must hve a lots of ppl talking bout me,jerking bout me..ryte??well go ahead n do tht..i do like it n appreciate it alot (: ik lots of ppl call me FAT..yea i am FAT so wht??does ur parent give me food to eat thts why u guys so bother huh???urghh cmon not ur parents who give me food,but mine..!!so why r u guys so bother with it..if i fat soo thts me..its my body..n i dnt borrow urs..if i ugly its me..its my face!!God make me perfect..!!

I'M SiNgLe

Hey Gal,SuP!haha didnt see u all for awhile..now i feel like im FiNALLY FREE...cuz now im single..so after this whtever i do,i dnt have to tell my boyfriend or hide it!!so no fight no tension n totally no cheating or lying..actually i do hte PLAYBOYS alot.i didnt give a damn on them.!!!they r sucks...bcoze of them our heart break and feel alots of pain...i want a boy who is sweet,caring,kind,loving,not a liar,not a cheater,open minded,n of course not too much sexual..ok like kissing,hugging is just normal thing,but more the other are disgusting!!!ok peeps thts all!!! have a nice day guys <3

HOT not where i belong!!

WasSup geEks!!Ok this is not so haPpy to me :/..my friends make a competion between us who is the hottest one(in FB)?Look's like im the winner..n im the hottest..daaa wht ever who cares if i win!!wnt to call me ,Hotcheek,hot girl..its up to u guys..but thts obviously not me!!!ok LOOK im not proud being the HOTTEST..for me hot didnt mean anything to me..its just suckk..we just an ordinary student,why must We catch hot??there's no use..its also not have in exammination!!hmm..i better keep it up with my attitude..if u guys dnt like it just BACKOFF!!its me n no else cnt be me..i knw where i belong.ok (: n HOT not where i belong..anyways thx alot for those who votes for me!! :D btw for ppl who doesnt satisfied with me including my friends just straight come n see me ok pal..:D n I'M NOT PRENTENDING!!!

What A lOneLy n SaD nIte :'(

Hey buddy (: wassup..u all must having a nice,sweet,romantic n happy nite ryte??well i wish i had someone that can company me all nite long :/...i just need someone that can hug me when im alone,wipe my tears when i sad..ik its hard to find someone sweet tht can do that :(..hmmm..but thnk God bcz give me a sister that always make me happy when im sad :) even though we'r far away..but she always try her best to cheer me up :D idk whts the reason of all this sad n loneliness??im confused with all this mess in my mind,my life...im sick of all this..plz let me out of all this sadness n loneliness..i also need some happy time like other ppls..but i just dnt knw how can i get out frm all this stpd mess!!!i hpe there's gonna have a way someday :/

StOp PreTendIng Gal!!!Damn I hate it..

Hey Pal,SsUp!first i wnt u guys to knw i hte ppl who pretending just bcz wnt ppl attention!!u knw wht gal..thts sound hipocrite!!dnt tell us u hte hypocrite ppl but u also being hypocrite!!one words for ya SUCKSS!!

HE's THE ONE THT I WANT n THE ONE THT I CANT REACH!!

Wassup Pal!!..ok lets start this..(:

ik this celebrity boy band since i  was 3..yea maybe he's too old for me,or maybe i never gonna have him..but why not i can hve a dream if i will hve him someday..:/ hmm some say tht i never made it,some say "urghh cmon he such a bad boy!!" ik how bad he is,drug addicted,drink alcohol,smoking!but its all bout his past..didnt u guys knw tht he fight for his life!!n yea im so addicted to him no matter how old he is..if some of u dnt like it just backoff,its me its my life,its my taste n its my inspiration..n"I WANT HIS LOVE SO BAD I CANt ALMOST TASTE ITT n I NEED HIS TOUCH SOO MCU I CANt ALMOST FEEL IT BUT HE"S SO FAR AWAY!! HE IS MY BEST OF THE BEST!!