I'm SucH a UseLess DaUghTer for ya!!

on 29 0f March 2011,first in the morning my mom mad at me..she say im such a useless daughter..!!tysm mother for saying all those words!!IK i cant be such a gr8 daughter for ya..i try to be the best..but idk how??for all this time ive been crying for all those words..did u realise itt??i still remember the time tht u kick me out of the house and ive been crying walk in the dark alone,have u ever realize it.??never ryte??but if u think im such a useless daughter than FINE!!i appreciate itt..and u never ask me,wht's my prob is??it's ok mom.ill try to solve this problem myself without causing trouble to someone else including u!! and i just want u to know that I LOVE YOU,BCOZ U'r MY MOTHERE,MY ONLY MOTHER.WHO GIVE BIRTH TO ME,WHO CARRY ME FOR 9 MONTHS..WHO TAKE GOOD CARE OF ME FROM I WAS A LIL BABY UNTIL I GROW UP!!but u,did u ever feel the same.., will u see my sad tears someday??I wish dad is still here with us!!

IT's All the past!! :'(

I never though,that i have to let u go..even i got someone else in my heart but idk why im still crying for u???:'(..i try to stop this tears frm falling..but i cant..i remember the things that i use to do with u..ur smile ur laugh..the way u treat me..hmm..but ik IT's ALL THE PAST!!we never be in a relationship bfore..but im loving u like u part of my life..but after  ik that u've been in a relationship..suddenly my heart falls apart !!:'(..mybe we didnt mean to be 2gether!! n i have to accept that fact!..n atikah plz don't cry for boy cuz there's no use!!sometime they never realize itt!!!!and now my heart is broken like a piece of broken glass!!